There are days that can be described as nothing but borderline. I'm learning how much trauma was left behind in my attempts to be resilient. My partner is proving her love and loyalty more and more each day. I try not to be extremely angry at those who've left these deeps festering scars. I try to be forgiving of myself for my sloppy attempts at attachment. I'm on the road to mental wellness, if the world doesn't burn to the ground around me first.