I've been told faith is remembered feelings, how they felt before but not now, the before feelings, the right feeling before the chain of thoughts that hold those first feelings suspect. I am told not to trust new feelings/intuition/the emotions that compel & propel & change thought into action. They shouldn't be trusted. If you have new feelings, that's what makes you crazy & crazy thoughts compel crazy action. I've been told that feelings/thoughts/actions are my trial in this life. I've been told to do what I am told, to distrust what I feel or think & definitely never act. I've been told there is a god & that thinking/feeling/acting are good gifts god gives. Lessons for the likes of the faithless and me.