Monday, February 13, 2017

Gaslight gospel


I've been told faith is remembered feelings, how they felt before but not now, the before feelings, the right feeling before the chain of thoughts that hold those first feelings suspect. I am told not to trust new feelings/intuition/the emotions that compel & propel & change thought into action. They shouldn't be trusted. If you have new feelings, that's what makes you crazy & crazy thoughts compel crazy action. I've been told that feelings/thoughts/actions are my trial in this life. I've been told to do what I am told, to distrust what I feel or think & definitely never act. I've been told there is a god & that thinking/feeling/acting are good gifts god gives. Lessons for the likes of the faithless and me. 

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