I feel like I'm losing it.
I spent three hours in the temple with M— doing baptisms. Mary's husband Jacob is baptized and confirmed. My husband said he'd do the initiatory and endowment the next time we go together. Only a short time away from sealing Mary and Jacob and then Josie to them. When I am doing the work I feel "together" and at peace. I feel direction and calm.
Outside the temple I think I'm slipping, and I don't really know how to deal.
My husband is in Idaho. I'm the one falling apart and he goes on vacation. Not gonna lie, I'm resentful.